lucky day?

I think maybe today is a lucky day... I found my watch which I lost for months, I found my ear ring which I lost for weeks. both of them I love!!! I had some nice nice idea quickly, drawn a story board within few mins also all of my journey are very smooth...... just everything fine.. I worked until 7:30 waited for my yoga lesson... arrived on time and had are very nice yoga lesson... tried head stand.... went to Sainsberys on time bought some milk, had some pasta which flatmates couldn't finish... and had some cereal.... should be a nice day.... but today you told me, you only see me as a shit... would never find me again... things like that... what I suppose to do? you asked me do I love her, I told you I love Jenni... that is what I think. I find it really hard to talk to you... do you really know what you are doing? what's the point you just keep letting me down? If things keep happen like this.... it will be nothing but the end of everything....

I just jealous....

I m hate people who can write.... write something like this.... Blog from my friend who can write...
I know i m just jealous... honestly I can't write... I want to but I cannot write like this. I am just simply not this kind of people... I try to tell myself... all HKnese can't write like this... but maybe I just haven't got that "something" in my brain... fairness have never happened in the world... maybe as i said... Equality is never achievable.

Yo.... Chi 小姐 I love reading your blog... I want to add comment... is it not possible?? probably not, so inconvinence....~~~ I hope one day... I would have the feeling to write things like you.... haha...

mmm... today I went to have dinner with Euniz, talked about the first time I went travel with her (also that was the first time I met her) It is amazing! already 3 years and 2 months 2 days. mmm feel like yesterday, and, feel like really long time ago......

The third release

This is the third release since I start drwaing pattern. This week I have assigned myself a topic to follow.... EQUALITY... sound something quite.... serious.... haha... after some thinking today... I decided to change the topic to "THE END OF EQUALITY".... I think... to blindly chasing equality is such a stupid thing coz it is something never archievable. The world is unfair from the begining... no one is same as each other and people are living in different place, facing different people, doing different things... everyone in the world are unique... some people rich... some people poor, some people happy, some people live in city.. on the other hand, people more or less tend to repel those who are not the same as themselves or tend to influence other people to be like themselves (I think it is inborned). But who can judge who is better than who? who can tell when you have that chance, you will have a better future? everyone having their own live... mmm so the topic the end of equality is not necessarily an upset topic.... I tried to express it in a cheerful way...

The drawing this time is really rough hehe... (the main thing is the message ma haha) the left one is the equality of hair pointing upward and hair pointing downward.... right one is NOT male and female, but people ware dress and trousers.

Left: Equality of people ware glasses and people without. Right: Equality of people loving baby and and people who hate. They are just about choice, isn't it?

This one have to read as one Equality. People ware in different style... HKnese (or maybe all asian should think about it)

Left: Equality of people having belly and people have not. Right: Equality of muscular body and thin body. a bit sad for the people living in city

I was thinking about diamond when I drew it, but don't get it wrong, i that is not about rich or not... just about differnt style of diamond... real or fake, whatever... who cares?

This is then the Equality of small bowl and big bowl. It is quite personal thing... don't guess.. no one can get it right besides me (perhaps no one gonna guess). haha

Then it is just some signs I have drawn... not funny... just something I guess other would see those are related to equality...

mmm... anyway... in my conclusion, equality is something never achievable... I would respect anyway can keep fighting for that. Everyone have their own duty in their life.

Watch 2 movies today!!~~~

Today I went to see "sin city" and "Mr and Mrs. Simth" for free haha... coz friend of mine working in the cinema.... so happy!! "sin city" is such a cool movie!!!!!! it is really man!!!! its the definition of "man" for all men I suppose. I didnt expect anything about the story of this movie, but visually, it is just fantastic!!!! And it seems that the colours used are quite representational . It is just a cool film... About the Mr. and Mrs. Simth, actually I didn't want to watch it... but just because of it is free... haha.... but I was quite surprise on the frist half of the movie... haha,, it was quite funny and the idea is good as well.... mmm but the ending was quite stupid. It is quite Hknese style indeed. Just really.... HKnese gangster film. After the film, it was very very transport... every bus waiting wasn't longer than 2 mins... it just ver surprise for a unlucky person like me haha!!! And we had a ver nice Kabeb... haha. recently have many nice Kabeb lerh.,... but this time its Shisi kind of Kabeb which is nicer than the Donna one a lot... haha yeah!

Today I have done a lot of things... I went to swim as usual in the morning... and then I went to meet someone to talk about her work. she wanted to put it on BBC... haha hopefully I can do it good enough to show there lo... lalalala... the story writen by her was quite crap indeed... just not an idea at all... haha... but that is just about networking... hope that I can be linked on BBC lo... haha.... yo~~~~ and then I went to have sunday roast with Jenni. it wasn't really nice honestly... haha but the environment was nice and it is really nice to have some Sunday things to do on Sunday. After that, I have had my hair cut.... haha... I went to the salon which Ikkei (I use to play basketball with him) work in... a bit too short, but quite a nice hair cut tho.... haha... and don't need to cut my hair for long time, which is very good haha!

oooo..... Really have no time to scan the drawing today... need to do it tomolo lo... okay la... do it tomolo la... should get some more sleep! otherwise can't woke up tomolo lo..

Tracy, sorry I didn't wait for you

hahaha~~~ I have bought some cloths today.... Tracy, I know I should wait until you come, but it was just a very nice vest for £3.99 and the T-shirt for £15 hahaha..... But anyway sale will be still here....!!! they will wait for you...!!!

haha Actually I should only mention about the shopping today... I went to the graduration show of Royal College of Art... it was quite nice... mmm everything are in high standard, but is not "woooooo" i would say.... something quite funny but the most amazying thing is I found a similar work as Tracy's final year project!!!.... they are MA student in RCA.... should be doing it better... but it is a lot simplier than Tracy's one. That is a interactive game that you can play by using a specific coloured handle. It was honestly not a new things... even PS2 have this kind of games already.... but which Tracy's done, was much sophisticated... it was based on this technique to affect what you see on the 3D glasses in order to express her feeling on space. It was another student using the similar techique to do a great project....! there a light source projecting some light on the was and when you place your hand on it, some funny bit would stick on your shadow forming some kind of animal like monsters... haha... and it just vary time by time, and also when you have any movement haha.... It wasn't a very new technique but he used it in a great way!!! I love it anyway... haha there was a couples of nice project there as well... maybe I would mention some of them later... yeah yeah yeah....~~~~ and wait for my pattern drawings releasing tomorrow la...

It is not my day T_T

Today was a horrible day.... In the morning, the central line have been suspended. I planned to drop off something in Topshop before I go back to office, but since there was not tube, it took me nearly 2 hours to go to the shop which normally take me 15 mins by tube... It was damn hot and I guess it was at least 35 degrees inside the bus.... excluding the half and hour waiting for bus, I had 1 and half hour inside such a sauna like space. it was nothing but just a nightmare.... T_T and then I went to the shop, set up the shelftalker things. After that I have to turn back to the tube, and it was a little bit delay again.... and then it was really heavy raining after i arrived the office... I planned to go to the yoga and then basketball after work. However, the yoga had been cancel coz of the specail event. and the basketball obviouly cancel as well coz of the rain... T____T really a bad day huh?! still not finish.... Eiji asked me to go to the party in Dalston, which is somewhere near Hackney. I didn't know how to get there and I got on the bus which EIji asked me to. and then got off in Dalston. But I think I missed the stop, and went to somewhere else... but then my phone ran out of battery. T_T... I m obviously not a party guy... just never go to a party easily, i mean in a normal way, never. And then I bought a kebab which was so delicious from Dalston... at least seems to be something done... haha...

I don't need to work for Eddie tomorrow, he suddenly told me. And tomolo I will go to the RCA graduation show... haha... hopefully i will be lucky tomorrow... I m expecting something from them.... I heard about them a lot... everyone went to their show told me they are super good... haha... but i never been there... hope to see for a long time... haha maybe its a good sign for this weekend. yeah.... Btw, my drawing project still going, hope that I will get some inspiration tomolo lerh....~~~~ wait and see...

The summer sale is starting everywhere... I hope that I can stop myself buying and wait until Tracy coming... but I saw H&M are in sale as well... I think I would go and get cheap cheap stuff there tomolo after going to the show in RCA... haha

Return eamil to client is very hard to write lerh....

tonight i spent 2 hours to write the return email lerh.... T_T it is really hard.... one of them is like a introduction to website programming.... wah wah wah maybe I can write some teaching materials for web begininer lerh.... I found it really challenging to tell someone, who totally dont know website, about what is administration tools.... T_____T.... he thought it is provided by the server.... ~~~ BBBEEEAAARRR.....
but at the end, I survived!!!!!! yeah,,,, I can sleep la...

I suddenly find one of the meaning of my name "Kinn" hahaa....
What is Kinn?
haha it is quite cool to see 1 Kinn is equal to 0.0006 tonne, 1.322774 pounds, 21.16438 ounce......

My late "One Pattern A day" posting

here is the second week of my "One Pattern a Day" month.. mmm.... but the result of this week is not really good... probably because I m too busy in the office and also after work as well... just feel a bit tired to do the drawingsthe drawings are a bit shief to conceptual though... maybe when I read it back, they would be much inspirational. Btw, I found that the quality of scanning is much much better than capture by camera last time. hope that I can spend some time to rescan the image last week la... haha


Pattern of 13/06/05: This is the day with best mood for drawing in the week....

Pattern of 14/06/05: Today is a bit rough... but maybe it is quite potential one....

Pattern of 15/06/05: I quite like this indeed... mmm can be develop.... quite funny i suppose....

Pattern of 16/06/05: a bit boring... but can try a bit more combination of circles...

Pattern of 17/06/05: haha.... should count to 100 see what happen...

Pattern of 18/06/05: about the world, so deep..... WAH WAH WAH

Pattern of 19/06/05

I found it a bit lost to keep drawing without any topics for myself..... so I decided to start a new topic for the whole week... see if I can squeeze some ideas from the same topic.... probably it would help me a bit ^_^ yeah yeah yeah~~~~

Left office too late....

Today the work in office is really hard.... just non-thinking work all the time... and fucking stupid... it is very tired to work on those boring presentation... Actually I haven't slept much last night, like 3 hours... but I was in very good working mood the whole day... didn't feel sleepy the whole day... contrarily my boss, Tony, he was doing the presentation with me... seems like much tired than me... he gave extremely slow respone all the time.... I was amazed. But the worest thing was, today, Chan Jai came to london and I planned to have dinner with him... but the work was just seems never finish... I wanted to go at 6:00 already but I worked until 8:15 finally.... T_T can you imagine how bad it was? If i have nothing to do, okay, its fine. but I wanted to meet friends ma... lalala.... mmmm... Finally, I lost all the mood to have dinner as they have already start eating for long time when I was still in Office.... sigh.... The last hour and half was the most exhausting time.... basically just do the print out... of two presentation... and change a bit and print and change a bit.... >_< Also dont know what's wrong with them today.... they just keep having stupid ideas... always talking about minimize the expend in the office... even I print a b/w printout from the printer I use to use... Tony also asked me in a stong way that why I have to use that printer... just annoying!! and Petra sent us a email to ask us to stop all the expends as well... haha... mmm.... so annonying as well... If they do even want to spend the money for the toner of the printers what's the point they buy the printer?? and if so, how can a company work?? Maybe I have used a lot more toner than they did... but why they used not much?? probaly because they were working too slow... ~~ just annoying if I have to think even when I want to do a print.... And Petra sent out another email saying what is our focus work during the week.. and Tony said to me that if I can't finish those work, Petra would not happy with it... but haha....the works for me is something no one can finish (probably for the rest of the office as well)... And the "Urgent list" is keep increasing in size.... just meaningness to me.

A hot hot hot weekend!!!

Today is the hottest day in London this year.... it was 32 degress... wah wah wah
I was boiling... yesterday it was damn hot already... but today it was just.... horrible... I went to the graduation show yesterday in St Martins and also the Camblewell... the works are quite good... actually I prefer the works in Camblewell than St Martins... hahha... but it was such a long long journey to get there.... in a 30 degress afternoon... it was a mission impossible... but we survive!!!! I think it maybe over 40 in the bus indeed.... anyway... the show make me feel worth to go... haha.... but it would be better if it can be held in brick lane... haha

I went to the park in Hackney for Carina's birthday haha... it was really nice weather... damn hot... but it was good to stay under the trees and just relaxing... haha... I love that... actually i was a fucking busy day... but just squeeze some time to go out... and now still working on the website things... hope that i can spend some time on work tomorrow night... but it seems not really possible.... coz Chan Jai is coming to London... I don't want to miss the yoga class but..... probably skip all the usual activity... coz of the friends coming haha.... I would ask Tracy to go Yoga with me when she come haha...~~~~ yeah!!!

Too many works, too less time.....

It seems that my time problem is coming back!!.... there are too many works waiting for me to do,,,, >_< need to have a very good plan this weekend....!!!!

Here is the list I planned to do.... :P
Woking list

- Planning on Tracy's London trip!!!~~~~
- Anonymous entertainment (animation) + call Gilbert to ask the progress...
- ask anyone can do the website for Konrada?
- guy's website
- print porfolio (competitions) and rearrange photography portfilio
- a107 update plan
- a107 opening
- a107 profile drawing
- research on short course

Reading list
- On Growth and Form - D'Arcy Thompson
- Superuature: A Natural History of the supernatural---Lyall Watson
- Beyond Supernature
- Gold, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid---Donglas R. Hofstadter
- "The Art World"
- "Language of art"
- Nelson Goodman
- Art after modernism
- Philosophy of Mass Arts

Learning List
- learn Painter
- Flash book (from Eiji)
- learn css in dreamweaver
- learn to use component on flash
- learn simple after effect
- learn simple mayaa

btw, please let me do the pattern drawings section tomorrow. it is a bit too busy >.<....

Michael Jackson cleared of abuse

I think today is a special day that maybe half of the world are talking about the same topic.... mmm maybe I should say something here.... mmmm instead of saying he is innocent I would rather say he is just hasn't been found guilty.... I believe that is what most people thinking...

mmm.... maybe it is just some talking point in cities.... many things else are happening in the world indeed... When I read the news about many childern died in the flooding in China. My heart is really burning, really want to kill all of those shit ratracer.... mmmm...... it proved that at least I m still hot blood guy. Everyday... on apple news... we can probably find something new those Chinese officeholder have done something harm to the society... but no one can do anything on it.... even the most powerful man there can't. The world still running, those unfair still happening... maybe I m just a little flower inside the greenhouse, I do hate this kind of things happening around me especially those in China.... >_<..... although nothing will be change in a short time, I still hope that I can do a bit things on it... maybe do a poster, a painting... whatever... mmm... let me think.

Yesterday I have read an article on newspaper by 李怡 about the relationship between people in china.... I do feel quite sad after reading that... Normally I don't read his article... coz he always talking shit... just keep challenging China government blindly without points (or he thought those are good points).... He still keep his style... He just telling the disbelieve problems of the Chinese society... but this is totally irrelevant to what he want to say. Maybe you can read the article.
click to read the article..
yup lor... you see... that is something quite truth lor but irrelevant (even these are relevant he have to prove ga ma. At least, he have to say something ar....) I remember... when I was young... or maybe even now... these kind of things happened in Hong Kong as well... I think, it is just a progress... it need time to change... mmm.... see hk now... there are still some people have this kind of thinking disbelieve to everyone around.... HK still progressing... Let's give some more time for Chinese... I do think, China need democracy... but please don't mix everything up... it would just giving chance for those people dont wanna change to attack... please think before you write Mr. Lee!!!! One article a day maybe too many for you.....

My poor little Jack ~~~~ T_T

ooo..... T_T.... I found that my Jack have lost his arm T_T....... poor Jack.... hope that someone can buy me another new Jack when she come to UK la... hohohoho....~~~~

Today, my computer inn office wasn't working.... I just use the whole day to do the photo taking.... mmm not especially happy but it is good to have a day to finsih something I planned to do for long time.... and I fount that I work quite effecient to concentrate on doing something the whole day... hope that I will have time to manipulate those photos la.... and also hope that those photos I took last time, they are still on my desktop, are safe.... other have to take tham again...

Btw, Mark have come to me today and pay me £200... hopefully the project will be done sooner la.... he suddenly say that he may not need the database done by Gilbert... is he too naive?? haha.... how can he asked people do something and not paying him and suddenly say he dont need that?? rediciously.... surely I wont accept that la... haha....~~~ btw, I m quite happy with the banners I have done for the website...

"one pattern idea drawing a day"

wah wah wah .... I started drawing some idea for my pattern development afterward... they looks so crap indeed..... but it's only for inspire myself.... it doesn't really matter... And also, many thanks Mike to encourage me to start my "one pattern a day"


Pattern of 06/06/05:this is the one I love the most this week.... :):):) yeah yeah yeah~~~

Pattern of 07/06/05:this is one of the pattern I have drawn quite often indeed... but almost most of the pattern artist have their "classic" drawings.. mmm i think it is the one of mine... haha... bear in mind and these are not the painting melting or something but penis.

Pattern of 07/06/05: this is inspired by the afro hair guy sat opposite to me ^_^

Pattern of 08/06/05:

Pattern of 09/06/05 looks too bad... dont wanna post..


Pattern of 10/06/05: mmm.... it would look nice to put colour on...

Pattern of 11/06/05

Pattern of 12/06/05: something I want to stick on the wall in my kitchen

Nike Ad....

haha... Leo was doing a booklet for nike the other day, and he asked me to do a some drawing for that... haha.... sound so cool... I have drawn 2... lets give me some comment la haha..... However, (surely) finally it havent been use... and the whole project changed from the booklet to the DVD cover... -____-... I predicted it somehow... but anyway I can post the drawing here now lo... haha... I think I would add some colour by painter later... and then everyone can see that here.... haha since I learn painter... my drawings will not be black and white only... haha... let me practise more la...

Articles I debt you...~~~

Recently I m really active in my blog... haha... it is encourge by all of you who have read my blog haha thanks thanks thanks!!! Especially fat fat... although we got less chance to talk to each other, it make me feel happier to keep writing here. I feel like talking to you more and more....

HAHA.... last time probably last week I have post recommend the magazine WAD... and said I would upload 2 more articles here... haha finally I have typed it... haha hope that you would have a look la... it was a hard work to type that many words.... And I am sure you would find it worthy to read somehow..... haha~~~ one of the article is about people with ginger hair... they are much much lucky than liviing in 1000 years ago.... yoyoyo..... another one is about the Queen of Punk, Vivienne Westwood. It seems uncool to keep talking about her in hk, too many thing about this brand in HK... but this article is about her history... kinda fun... kinda cool.... btw, her red hair is not in-born ga wor...

haha... when I become famous, dont know who will write a story for me lerh.... but which part of my life can be written down lerh??? sounds no fun at all.... haha.... it proved that I never being famous....~~~ or... it must be someone to write a dramatic story for me once i become famous lerh? never mind.... haha

clikc to read an article about "Redhead"...

clikc to read another article about "Vivienne Westwood"...

Funny news - 黏 土 分 子

研 「 黏 土 分 子 」 　 任 意 組 合 改 形 態
納 米 機 械 人 可 變 蕉 變 鞋

電 影 《 未 來 戰 士 續 集 》 中 可 以 隨 時 變 形 的 機 械 人 ， 將 來 或 許 會 在 現 實 世 界 中 出 現 。 美 國 科 學 家 正 研 究 一 種 利 用 納 米 技 術 製 造 的 微 細 球 形 機 械 人 ， 若 成 功 的 話 ， 微 細 球 形 機 械 人 間 互 相 連 繫 組 合 ， 就 可 隨 時 隨 地 變 成 不 同 形 態 ， 由 香 蕉 以 至 變 成 某 人 都 可 以 ， 而 且 還 可 以 活 動 。

美 國 卡 內 基 梅 隆 大 學 的 科 學 家 計 劃 利 用 納 米 技 術 製 造 的 微 細 球 形 機 械 人 ， 叫 「 黏 土 分 子 」 （ catoms ） 機 械 人 ， 表 面 有 電 磁 ， 能 像 黏 土 一 樣 黏 組 合 ， 並 隨 意 變 成 不 同 形 態 。 「 黏 土 分 子 」 機 械 人 表 面 上 亦 有 發 光 二 極 管 （ LED ） ， 令 機 械 人 可 更 改 表 面 顏 色 ； 機 械 人 的 感 光 部 件 ， 令 它 們 可 透 過 偵 測 光 源 來 得 悉 外 界 的 情 況 。

微 球 形 機 械 人 靠 電 磁 黏 合

每 部 機 械 人 上 都 會 內 置 高 效 能 微 型 電 腦 ， 令 機 械 人 組 合 時 知 道 自 己 所 扮 演 的 角 色 和 位 置 ， 按 自 己 的 功 能 迅 速 組 合 ， 如 機 械 人 知 道 自 己 是 手 指 的 一 部 份 ， 當 要 幻 化 人 形 時 ， 大 批 負 責 手 指 的 機 械 人 就 會 合 組 成 手 指 。
「 黏 土 分 子 」 機 械 人 的 組 合 ， 可 依 用 者 需 要 隨 意 變 換 形 態 ， 例 如 可 由 人 變 成 手 提 電 話 ， 或 變 成 槌 子 ， 再 由 槌 子 變 成 跑 步 鞋 。 負 責 這 個 研 究 的 卡 內 基 梅 隆 大 學 科 學 家 莫 里 說 ： 「 你 只 要 帶 一 大 堆 這 種 微 型 機 械 人 ， 就 可 以 變 出 各 種 不 同 的 物 件 ， 像 瑞 士 軍 刀 一 樣 ， 一 把 軍 刀 就 有 多 種 功 能 。 」

可 「 遙 距 複 製 」 立 體 形 態
科 學 家 認 為 ， 「 黏 土 分 子 」 機 械 人 還 可 進 行 「 遙 距 傳 送 」 ， 即 根 據 某 人 或 物 體 「 複 製 」 出 立 體 形 態 ， 透 過 互 聯 網 將 立 體 形 態 「 傳 真 」 到 世 界 任 何 角 落 。
現 時 莫 里 和 卡 內 基 梅 隆 大 學 另 一 名 科 學 家 戈 爾 茨 坦 ， 已 製 造 出 兩 個 直 徑 四 厘 米 、 上 有 二 十 四 塊 電 磁 的 「 黏 土 分 子 」 機 械 人 ， 成 功 令 它 們 連 接 一 起 。 他 們 希 望 在 數 個 月 內 ， 可 以 令 其 中 一 個 機 械 人 繞 另 一 個 機 械 人 走 。
戈 爾 茨 坦 已 解 決 了 機 械 人 的 電 力 問 題 ， 由 於 機 械 人 體 積 細 小 ， 所 以 不 會 內 置 電 池 ， 所 需 能 量 將 由 外 在 儀 器 提 供 。 兩 人 下 一 步 是 計 劃 製 造 更 多 「 黏 土 分 子 」 機 械 人 ， 測 試 能 否 變 換 平 面 形 態 ， 若 成 功 的 話 ， 將 會 製 造 一 百 個 像 乒 乓 波 般 大 的 「 黏 土 分 子 」 機 械 人 ， 看 看 它 們 組 合 一 起 後 可 否 變 換 成 立 體 形 態 。

變 未 來 戰 士 需 數 十 億 分 子
不 過 ， 若 要 真 的 做 出 像 電 影 《 未 來 戰 士 續 集 》 中 可 變 換 形 態 的 機 械 人 ， 將 需 要 數 以 十 億 個 「 黏 土 分 子 」 機 械 人 ， 而 且 機 械 人 更 要 比 現 時 的 細 小 很 多 ， 達 納 米 級 水 平 。
戈 爾 茨 坦 承 認 以 現 今 技 術 ， 要 製 造 直 徑 一 毫 米 的 「 黏 土 分 子 」 機 械 人 是 十 分 困 難 ， 但 他 對 這 個 研 究 充 滿 信 心 ， 認 為 是 可 行 的 。 事 實 上 ， 看 好 這 項 研 究 的 不 只 是 戈 爾 茨 坦 ， 美 國 國 家 科 學 基 金 和 國 防 部 國 防 高 級 研 究 計 劃 局 （ DARPA ） 也 為 這 項 研 究 提 供 資 金 。
美 國 《 匹 茲 堡 新 聞 郵 報 》 / 英 國 《 蘇 格 蘭 人 報 》 / 《 新 科 學 家 》

hahaha ... so funny lerh.... yeah yeah yeah

HSBC have stolen me £80!!!!

T______T ah~~~~~~~ I m very upset wooooooowowo...~~ HSBC have charged me £80 for my overdraft the other day...... I m already poor... they still take from from me.... it is totally non-sense!!!!!!!! ahhh.... only forget to pay in my checque ja ma.... :( so sad.... its a very sad night lerh~~~ @_@ £80>HK$1000~~~~~~~ ah....... so cham......

haha... Learnt Painter yesterday!!!

haha yesterday, William has come to my home to teach me using Painter... haha actually it is like photoshop... nothing really can be taught indeed especially within that short period... and he is not an expert but I found that it is quite happy to know some tricks and tips.... its much happy to start up with base on something rather than just learn it from zero by myself.... mmm I didn't know it was quite encouging.... haha next time when friends of mine asking me to teach them software i think I would use more heart to teach them lo haha.... I didn't know it do help haha... also I have make a brush which is quite suitable for the drawing for nike last time and also found out a method to work on photo with some funny effect.... haha happy happy...
btw, I have a quite good progress on my pattern draft drawing!!!~~~ yeah yeah yeah.... maybe when I move nearby office.. I would miss the long journey a lot lerh haha... mmm I will upload my pattern here in weekly base la... don't wanna do it day by day :):) wait and see la

Today - a happy day

today although I was late for 1.5 hrs :P and very busy... but i felt really happy!!! yeah yeah yeah ... my boss said the product manager should give me some more chance to communicate with the producer directly as well.... haha... so happy... and she said I must have more confidence on my design as well... haha... maybe she saw me upset yesterday and "tum" me today lerh!^_^.... but before that I was in a natural good mood already... haha...

Another happy thing is SAM have read my blog!!!! you know he use to be the king of my POLY class ga ma... haha.... 受寵若驚呢 (the fear come from being treated too well~~~~~)！！！^__^ I have add his blog on my link as well haha...

Yesterday

I think I shouldn't write down something which really upset me and let it keep remembering those shit things.... but another side of myself tell me... life is combine with everything and not only happiness... and also probably the next time I read it, it would be that upset... mmmm.... maybe I should write it down in a subtle way... haha... so that's why I put "yesterday" as the title.... and actually it is something happened yesterday.. I can't really feel it anymore now....

**ah.... before starting, one thing i have to say which is quite important that I m now still in office (7:00pm)... waiting for my boss to have free time to talk about my holiday thing with me.

Yesterday was the worst day I have been in Pixi... it just because too many things which annoyed me and upset me happened... I think I should start from some background info. A week b4 Mike went back to HK, I have chance to have a dinner with one of her tutor... and she have connection to a company in London... so I might have a chance to change company... (it would be easier, coz you know network ma... the whole world is very dark in the job market) mmm it is not the thing i really want to say today, but I just think it maybe related somehow...

mmm yesterday, I had to redo one of the design have been approved. Actually it was one of the designs I really happy with and totally done by myself (probably there are only 3-4 design really from myself and I like and HAVE BEEN APPROVED to produce)... my boss really like it indeed. The reason why they asked me was one of my colleague doesn't like it and think it wouldn't sell. haha.... and then the product manager (Fran, actually she is someone quite easy to work with in the company, but just always too fake) suddenly said it really have problem as well (but she didn't say b4 ga wor coz my boss like it) mmm... Actually the problem she said, was totally no point at all... it is just different style from the products they use to produce (which my boss encourage me to do)... And the only problem I can see is the printing and paper quality, it is really really shit.... the printing just like the quality of the illegal VCD quality. the sample have been received was just a lot dimmer than the orginal design.. and the box was even not folded properly.... and then she said this is the quality they can do lor... mmmm.... no matter what design I can do... it wouldn't be looked nice ga la.... just fetl really depress on it...

Another thing was, they suddenly told me I have to change the whole design of another approved artwork which had to be sent before the end of yesterday wor... The reason was the supplier couldn't print that complicated design. mmmm okay... maybe I cannot blame on anyone,,,, but why it can happen??.... why the manager cannot ask the restriction before berif me to do the design lerh....

forget to mention, every single new deisgn here have a fucking long process (over 2 months) to finish... from the idea, 10000 times banning, and then come up a design everyone like... okay la... and then have to add the information (which have to be changed 100000 times as well) and then... can go to print la... (they normally send the things to print like a month after my work done la wor... ) and then, ha... suddenly maybe just simply.... "ooo I don't like it wor... i think it won't work wor... "(that colleague is not in the production team... she is a PR....) and then... the whole process have to run again lo... okay lak... everyone like la.... suddenly said.... ooo the supplier can't do it wor... just make a plan colour and put the logo somewhere la... quick ar... need to send out by the end of the day ar.... can everyone imaging, how depressing it can be???

yup forget to tell one small little thing, Yesterday morning... mmm suen la dont wanna remember lo, forget it la... but it is part of the depressing reason... mmm now, when i write it down... I also can't understand why I can depress like this.... but I did think.... I need to leave this company asap.... mmm asap..... maybe I was thinking... I would have another chance in another company la (But I pretty sure I have no chance in that company today, coz the tutor reply me email saying they have no vacancy now and also my work is more suitable for more creative firm wor... haha) and also Brad told me how good is the company he work in la... haha jealousy la.... frankly i do jealous on those friends who got a great job and loving their jobs... but I do happy for them..... ^_^....

Today was a really busy day, no any free time at all but i m really happy though.... and at the end of the day Fran lo... she came to my seat lor... and check what I have done, then said... "o you have done nothing on redoing the box design ar? (that fucking back quality box)"... suen la.... I was in a good good mood today... I didn't say anything to her, but Darius reply her (he knew me working hard whole day)... o... yea, he have finish another production for me though.... mmm I have to treat Darius better la..... but it is just totally no point to drop this kind of words before going ma.... mmmm lalala another day... I would forget everything... so it doesn't matter haha... everyday a new day ma... and it was a great new day today!!!

The day after the depressing day....

wah wah wah... After a fucking depressing day (this morning), my alarm didn't ring me up... I think it just simply not working... or I just simply forgot to set it up... whatever... I had a 1 and half hour late... when I back to office its already 10:32am... wah awhawh ... but when I pass through Tesco (the supermarket), I have bought a very tasty bread!!!!!! wah wahawh I must buy Tracy one when she come... (haha Tracy, plase note it down as the "TO DO" list, just put tasty cheesy bun~~~) And I met my boss just before I step into the building.... haha.... I told him, I was late, but he seems in good mood today, showing his understand face.. hahhaha.... mmmmm hope that I will have time to write down what happened yesterday today la..... wiliam is coming to my home to teach me using painter!!! yeah yeah yeah~~~

I have started my pattern drawing for a month....

Yo... Finally I have started my pattern drawing.... I decided to keep drawing new patter idea for a month... once a day... haha... its not difficult though... To me, anything being repreated can be a pattern hahaha...... and also I think I have to start writing down what I have to do with Tracy when she come haha.....~~~~ can't wait to see her... and also have to write down what she can bring to me from HK ^_^ lalalala....

the reason to use mac

ooo.... it's another reason (actually its not too many reasons.... -__-) why people should use Mac.... the world we can see through mac mac is much beautiful....
I have used PC to post my blog yesterday because it involve some complicated scripts (to me) to do the links and the text colour.... and I checked the blog on the PC instantly, and found that my blog looks horrible in IE..... I m a bit upset about this as nearly all friends who would read my blog are using PC.... but it is no doubt, mac is not clever like PC.... and many incovinence.... maybe it is the toll we have to pay for in order to see the beautiful world..... lalalala

Mike, Wong Ka Wai

Yesterday, I have called a sick leave and went to the airport with Mike (Wong Ka Wai, a person with a special name same as the famous director, funny personality and extremely lucky. She told me she had a classmate called Wong Ching, another famous director in HK, in high school, what a funny life! haha)…. I wonder why I didnt mention about her in my blog before.... ah yup I have mentioned on the brighton trip.... but anyway maybe I should start from Tryde and Brad I think.....

I met Tryde since 1999 i think... wooo its the 6th years lo.... we were in the same group when we went to the BJ art exchange.... haha such a happy but high expended trip.... I remember I was still in the high school and I paid for something like HK$20000 (or a bit less than) for the trip of 10 days.... but it really brought me a lot of fun haha... mmm... the happiness wasn't come from the trip itself but the people I met... haha Tryde is one of them... mm don't know why... it just a bit something between those of us in the trip.... I never find my classmate in highschool for ages... but I would still keeping contact with the friends from the trip.... not too much but at least still thinking they are friend... maybe its about we are all similar person... who like arts... lalala.....(and moliu)~~~~ So... Tryde came to London with his friend Brad... for 3 weeks... and surely I became a tour guide in my spare time.... during weekend... Brad is a really funny person... he is such a HKnese... very HK guy... basketball, football, music, guitar,~~~ I quite like him indeed... haha I like all people who like sport (*esp basketball).... and Mike is Tryde's girl friend.... and came a week after Tryde and Brad... for a month in London... haha... we went to Brighton and had a really nice dinner as I told b4....~~~

My first impression to Mike wasn't that good to be honest. She seems like the most of HKnese girls... eating slowly (I always prejudice to people who eat slowly) and seems so fuzzy.... haha anyway very tipical HK girl... (but after that she have told me it was because the arguing between her and Tryde....) haha but after few days she lived in my house... and we talked a lot... I understood more about her.... I start loving her haha.... she's the kind of girl I love to be friend with haha.... mmm a bit similar to Tracy. surely they are different kind of person but what i mean is the level of willing to be friend with. haha. Within such a short period, she has become a really good friend of mind… I am missing her a lot already,…. She is really a funny person… the luckiest person I have ever met…. Lalalala she always insist it is about her smart but not the lucky… she is very very kind person to everyone.... just a bit too kind... and I think it is the reason of her luckiness.

our breakfast ...

mike and breakfast

bye bye~~~~~


To talk about her luckiness... it seems a never ended story... I think friends around me have heard about that already.... and I dont think I would forget any of those... haha dont need to write down.... lala... anyway... haha....

We went to the Spanish restaurant in Soho at the night before she went back to hk... haha It was Thursday, and a lot of customers.. it was about 2 hours waiting (the first half hour by myself T_T....) Mike came late with her friend... but it was about 1 and half hours since I have been in the restaurant... It was quite cold outside and I was a bit annonyed indeed... I hate waiting people for meal... but I have thought, she have to go tomorrow.. and it is understandable to walk around with friend a bit longer in the last day... mmm that keep me waiting for the table... and save me a fantastic dinner!!! haha ^_^ Miss No.9, Mike's friend, is extremely funny and talkative person... she is much much moliu than Tracy.... haha higher level~~~~ the most funny thing I can remember is that, Mike wanted to do a tattoo in UK and thinking what to make on her skin but a bit worry about what if her father find the tatto wor. Miss No.9 suddenly propose, 'let's do a "I love baba" la' haha... and then she explained, don't you think, your father would feel really contradictive, when he find the tatto... and just want to shout on you about it but at the same time find that what you want to express is the love to himself...!!! wah wah wah .....~~~ I dont know what would people think if just listen to this... but it is incredibly funny to hear about this and see her face at the same time!!!! And so we enjoy a very very nice night.. Also, the food in the restaurant is super great!... Jenni have shown her ability of ordering... and we are all more than satisfied!!!! just a fantastic night...

wah wah wah I really need to bring Tracy to the restaurant when she come haha, yeah yeah yeah~~~ save money sin!!!!!!

WAD Magazine

Actually, I have read this magazine (WAD) since I came to UK, May 2002. I’ve got my first sight on it from Lowina. She showed me one of the best special issue of the magazine (I still think, it is the best issue ever)... I love its concept, I love its photography, I love its style…. But actually when I really read it was just since last few issue… I think it was around the summer issue of 2004… It is kind of fashion + lifestyle… Honestly, there are more than too many this kind of magazines around. But why I really love this magazine is because, first, it is in a reasonable price (it is only £4.30 while most of the similar magazine from US are £10-£25, and not increased during this 3 years) For a poor student, it is so important for choosing a magazine indeed. Another reason is that, as I said before, I love the photos. I just love their styling and the idea of their photography. It is kind of urban fashion and young fashion brands… Actually I am not really into those street fashions, products and graffiti they use to talk about, but I do like the way they present things. Every issue, they have one main theme. And all the products, fashions, lifestyle and the entire photograph are taken with linkage of the theme… They don’t really emphasis on the image of the specific products… but only want to use their style to present the idea, with the products they have to use. It is just cool to me that not only being commercial but always the idea first. Anyway, the idea is the biggest The last reason, it sounds not a reason I know, is it is written by French (main) and English haha… It sounds cool~~~ to tell people I m reading a French magazine haha…

The point of why I write this blog about WAD is they have done a great research on the topic “RED” (and REDHEAD) Actually, they use to have great research but on this universal topic I find it really informative and useful and want to share with everyone. And surely another main reason is I have time to do it now.

clikc to read more about RED...

Funny news Jun2005

神 奇 鼻 噴 劑 恐 成 行 騙 工 具
噴 一 噴 即 奪 別 人 信 任

本 港 經 常 發 生 「 寶 藥 黨 」 詐 騙 案 ， 針 對 貪 婪 的 無 知 婦 孺 。 不 過 ， 將 來 行 騙 將 方 便 得 多 騙 徒 只 需 向 人 噴 一 種 噴 劑 ， 就 可 輕 易 取 得 對 方 信 任 ， 進 行 沒 盈 利 保 證 的 投 資 。 科 學 家 研 製 了 一 種 可 取 得 別 人 信 任 的 催 產 素 （ oxytocin ） 荷 爾 蒙 噴 劑 ， 只 要 在 對 方 的 鼻 子 噴 一 噴 ， 就 能 取 得 對 方 的 信 任 。 科 學 家 擔 心 催 產 素 可 能 被 騙 徒 或 政 客 濫 用 ， 用 作 行 騙 或 選 舉 舞 弊 的 新 方 法 。



催 產 素 是 由 下 丘 腦 製 造 和 分 泌 出 來 的 荷 爾 蒙 ， 多 年 來 科 學 家 都 知 道 人 類 和 動 物 在 交 歡 時 ， 腦 部 會 釋 出 催 產 素 ， 而 女 性 在 分 娩 時 也 會 釋 出 催 產 素 ， 刺 激 子 宮 收 縮 和 製 造 乳 汁 。

科 學 家 恐 政 客 濫 用
科 學 家 近 年 認 為 這 種 荷 爾 蒙 還 具 有 令 人 更 信 任 別 人 的 功 效 ， 因 此 瑞 士 蘇 黎 世 大 學 的 科 學 家 對 這 種 荷 爾 蒙 進 行 研 究 ， 並 製 造 了 一 種 催 產 素 的 鼻 噴 劑 。
研 究 員 向 一 百 七 十 八 名 瑞 士 男 大 學 生 進 行 研 究 ， 分 別 讓 他 們 使 用 催 產 素 的 鼻 噴 劑 和 安 慰 劑 ， 然 後 分 成 兩 人 一 組 進 行 一 個 模 擬 投 資 遊 戲 。
遊 戲 中 每 組 成 員 分 別 扮 演 「 投 資 者 」 和 「 信 託 人 」 的 角 色 ， 「 投 資 者 」 手 上 擁 有 「 資 金 」 ， 可 決 定 將 多 少 「 資 金 」 交 給 「 信 託 人 」 進 行 投 資 。
「 投 資 者 」 愈 信 任 「 信 託 人 」 ， 就 愈 傾 向 將 所 有 「 資 金 」 交 給 對 方 ， 結 果 發 現 用 過 催 產 素 的 「 投 資 者 」 中 ， 有 四 成 五 人 會 將 手 上 所 有 「 資 金 」 交 給 「 信 託 人 」 代 為 投 資 ， 相 反 使 用 安 慰 劑 的 「 投 資 者 」 中 ， 只 有 二 成 一 人 會 這 樣 做 。

可 治 療 社 交 恐 懼 症?
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科 學 家 指 出 ， 自 閉 症 和 患 有 社 交 恐 懼 症 的 病 人 都 不 輕 易 相 信 別 人 ， 催 產 素 或 許 可 用 作 治 療 這 些 疾 病 。 不 過 ， 有 科 學 家 擔 心 騙 徒 或 政 客 會 濫 用 催 產 素 ， 利 用 它 來 行 騙 或 進 行 選 舉 舞 弊 。
負 責 這 個 研 究 的 蘇 黎 世 大 學 科 學 家 費 爾 說 ： 「 雖 然 現 時 未 有 出 現 濫 用 的 情 況 ， 但 將 來 卻 有 可 能 出 現 。 」
美 聯 社

Lost my watch T__T

ooo...... I suddenly want to ware my watch this morning..... but I couldn't find it T__T.... I hope that I m not losing it somewhere la.... so depressing..... I feel something happened.. :(
btw, I have chase back my schedule of swimming.... I think I m really self-loved, I find that I like to watch myself more than before hahahahahaha~~~~~~~ haha I can send you my nudy photos to you soon la... haha... have been planned for quite long haha....
er,.... one more thing.... my yoga mat and my Album of Private transport came yesterday finally.... I don't really love this album indeed.... sounds a bit too fresh to me.... I didn't mean I don't like it but just not that kind of "crazy on" that make me want to listen everyday.... it still good :)
mmmm.... have to back to work la.... hope that I will have time to write something on the magazine I read recently.... it is amazing!!! wait and read la.....