lucky day?

I think maybe today is a lucky day... I found my watch which I lost for months, I found my ear ring which I lost for weeks. both of them I love!!! I had some nice nice idea quickly, drawn a story board within few mins also all of my journey are very smooth...... just everything fine.. I worked until 7:30 waited for my yoga lesson... arrived on time and had are very nice yoga lesson... tried head stand.... went to Sainsberys on time bought some milk, had some pasta which flatmates couldn't finish... and had some cereal.... should be a nice day.... but today you told me, you only see me as a shit... would never find me again... things like that... what I suppose to do? you asked me do I love her, I told you I love Jenni... that is what I think. I find it really hard to talk to you... do you really know what you are doing? what's the point you just keep letting me down? If things keep happen like this.... it will be nothing but the end of everything....