Contradicted night
Recently, my day is start at around 5 pm everyday... it seems that everyday before 5, .... I was like not really awaked.... can't really concentrate -_-... so bad... and then my day will start... haha... work for 2-3 hours intensively... and went home starting my own works.. Last night. I have had a dinner with Cathy. She just came back from hk and bring those happy gifts from (Pretty Tracy and Handsome Desman) to me. I m happy hahaha... !!! yeah yeah yeah!!!
After that when I nearly get back home... Oel called me^^ so happy these few days... we always talk... haha. yup... but the shame is, it was because he have just broken up with his new gf... actually I heard from him days ago... The only think I knew was he have broken up with someone I even didn't really heard about. and they were together for 2 months. And then yesterday, when I really knew the whole story... apparently, you are kinda being played. but I guess you have earn some happiness within last 2 months.. mmm... Oel... it seems that you are so "cham" lerh... this time.... mmm... I would say, you are unlucky lo... It is hard to lern from experience but it is the only way to really LEARN it...
Actually, the main reason I am writing today is... Oel have heard about the things between me and fatfat from daat daat lerh.... I m surprised... I do apperciate that you would understand really... I have been fought with myself, inside my mind, for loooooooooong time... but I really couldn't take the risk to lose him as one of my best friends... my best male friend and one of the only few. I haven't told any of my male friends about this was more or less because of Oel... when I just wanna tell someone else... my mind would tell myself... even you have to tell, you should tell Oel first la... mmm... and then every time I just step back... By the way, thanks DAATDAAT... love you so so mcuh ^^.... I am truely happy today... nothing can turn me down lerh... :) haha... happy happy... I am expecting to talk more with Oel lerh haha.. really wanna come back to HK!! And also I will now not hecitate to tell anyone about that lo...^^ except my mama la i think
However, last night, my siu mac mac suddenly died.... :(.... I have tried to take off the ram... and it can run again but i found that there was some water on the ram -_-... not really water but a but brown colour liquid... so scary... hope that I can get another one... coz they said the ram is in warrenty for whole life.... anyway,... the computer still have a lot of error that the repair system couldn't fix... mmm... really scare that when I turn off the computer and it can't be run anymore... need to do all the backup first!!!! mmm.... but it was a happy day... until now.. i m in very good mood^^
yup... recently i m very busy on doing some portfolio for applying the postgrad course... have done some flake life drawings haha.... follow the books only... mmm tonight I will try to draw those on magazine... see if I can handle them....
Maybe it is quite stupid to do these... maybe these are too low level... but at the moment these are the only thing I can do. -_-.... I should have worked harder in drawings before :(.... mmm I have to move on to charactor design very soon!!! mmm.... .\ /. and also have to spend time on IELTS.... ah~~~~ I will get it!!!!
After that when I nearly get back home... Oel called me^^ so happy these few days... we always talk... haha. yup... but the shame is, it was because he have just broken up with his new gf... actually I heard from him days ago... The only think I knew was he have broken up with someone I even didn't really heard about. and they were together for 2 months. And then yesterday, when I really knew the whole story... apparently, you are kinda being played. but I guess you have earn some happiness within last 2 months.. mmm... Oel... it seems that you are so "cham" lerh... this time.... mmm... I would say, you are unlucky lo... It is hard to lern from experience but it is the only way to really LEARN it...
Actually, the main reason I am writing today is... Oel have heard about the things between me and fatfat from daat daat lerh.... I m surprised... I do apperciate that you would understand really... I have been fought with myself, inside my mind, for loooooooooong time... but I really couldn't take the risk to lose him as one of my best friends... my best male friend and one of the only few. I haven't told any of my male friends about this was more or less because of Oel... when I just wanna tell someone else... my mind would tell myself... even you have to tell, you should tell Oel first la... mmm... and then every time I just step back... By the way, thanks DAATDAAT... love you so so mcuh ^^.... I am truely happy today... nothing can turn me down lerh... :) haha... happy happy... I am expecting to talk more with Oel lerh haha.. really wanna come back to HK!! And also I will now not hecitate to tell anyone about that lo...^^ except my mama la i think
However, last night, my siu mac mac suddenly died.... :(.... I have tried to take off the ram... and it can run again but i found that there was some water on the ram -_-... not really water but a but brown colour liquid... so scary... hope that I can get another one... coz they said the ram is in warrenty for whole life.... anyway,... the computer still have a lot of error that the repair system couldn't fix... mmm... really scare that when I turn off the computer and it can't be run anymore... need to do all the backup first!!!! mmm.... but it was a happy day... until now.. i m in very good mood^^
yup... recently i m very busy on doing some portfolio for applying the postgrad course... have done some flake life drawings haha.... follow the books only... mmm tonight I will try to draw those on magazine... see if I can handle them....
Maybe it is quite stupid to do these... maybe these are too low level... but at the moment these are the only thing I can do. -_-.... I should have worked harder in drawings before :(.... mmm I have to move on to charactor design very soon!!! mmm.... .\ /. and also have to spend time on IELTS.... ah~~~~ I will get it!!!!
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