Finish exam~

um.... thought that it would be fine after the exam... but it seems that there is nothing changed... continuously being ignored is pain... did I do anything wrong? or what? um.... the first time I meet someone like this. maybe that's something god need me to experience... or.. maybe just a punishment of the promise, which I said to myself, that I have broken. can't make my mind any clear... can't figure out what should I do... somehow i need to train up my clear mine again.... living in smoke for too long is not good for health... ~~~ just not good.... um... maybe too comfortable in live is not good either... maybe having a tiny ripple in my calm, quiet life is not a bad thing...