I love buying

mmm I think I have to stop.... I already haven't got much buying feeling recently... what make me start buying again????????? mmmm.... must kill it!....

I think they should ask me to take the product shot for them ^_^... yup... it is the wallet I have bought for myself... i know everyone must say, it is too feminal.. yes, it is... but i like it... whatsoever.

This is the 2nd wallet I have bought... haha.... I did want to buy it but they only have white at that time when they were non-sale. but then I saw when they on sale... so funny... bought it in half price lo... ^^

My pual smith shirt^^

Camper - £28.50 wah wah wah ~~~

problem with friends...

In the end of the 2005, I have been experiencing friendship problem.., probably the first time I really feel frustrating on friendship... It is something too complicated... so difficult to note it all down... I have never thought about I would have this kind of problem. Mavis, I have read your blog. Honestly I can't really get you... living together is all about compromise. We all from different culture, meeting different people. I never heard about what you heard. Something you may think is common sense, to me is redicious. Something I think important for living, which may never affect you. I just wonder why you could be that much upset. I guess, I am quite easy going and I seldom really refuse what you requested. I still think I m reasonable to keep the hearter on in the 0 C degree temprature. Please be careful your wordings. Words can kill. At least it do hurt me... I can't avoid myself to think about it for while day, I have questioned myself over and over. It do hurt. Jenni said she have no feeling coz she think she have done nothing wrong... mmm.. I think i m even more upset coz I believe I have done by best. and.., I do care what do you think... what those people i see them as friends think. anyway.. maybe you wont read my writing...

I have written and deleted over 20 times for a sentense... For all things I wrote, I had something to oppose or some reason to ban... Everytime I want to blame something on someone, I have thought about they must have their reasons, they mustn't mean that, or sometimes immature is forgivable..., am I finding excuse? But who is gonna find excuse for me? who is gonna at least tell me what I have done make you upset? It is probably non-sense to think about who was right and who was wrong, who have done what for who... as long as i am a good friend of them, i should understand, shouldn't I.

The worst thing is, when you think you have spend everything you can to treat others, and turn out they are not really appriciate... actually I haven't really expect any return from friends... When I have done something, have bought something for friends, in the moment I had already enjoyed... I just believe they are treating me the best they can. mmm.... maybe in my deep mind, I m expecting something return. mmm... otherwise I wont feel upset...

The night before yesterday I went to Henry's bday.... normally I am not interested in meeting Jenni's friends. honestly we always thinking in different way... having different sense of humor. But i should step forward a bit, isn't it. mmm... I did... I pretend... I ask myself to be happy... it's they way I should do, I guess. Living between a group of people should be like this. Can't be too yourself, if you are the minority. mmm.... to be fair... it was okay... nothing not good... people are nice... But, will I become one of them? new year... today.. join the party lo... yeah ... hai ya... happy la... please.... come on.. you shouldn't be alone... mmm when you feel lonely within a big group of people, you can feel what is lonely. where is my group of people??

Mike, miss you so so so much....~~
Tracy, miss you so so so so much....~~
Fat, miss miss you so so much...~~
Desman, miss you so so much....~~~
Leo, miss you so much...
Daat daat, really miss you!!
Lowee...
Tina, please come back earlier...~~
P.S. Really thanks for Jenni (first time I put your name here~~). Honestly I put my friend in my first priority...

mmm maybe I should go back. whatsoever... fuck that rent, fuck those bills, fuck that pixi... maybe not.

Start my Uni application!!!

Suddenly found that I have to do a lot of work to apply for the animation course in CSM... mmm.. really need to work hard!!! my aim is to creat 1 character and draw 1 life drawing a day, and 1 story board a week !!!! (hope that I can finish at least half la :P)

Merry X'mas

have uploaded some new photos lerh haha~~~ who haven't received my X'mas gift, sorry.... have a look on my photos la~~~ lalalala
http://www.a107.com/blogger/snapnshot/snapnshot.html

MIKE~~~~~~~~

I have just got a present from MIKE MIKE.... hahaha it is the first time I have prayed to thank god after I've got a present... mmm... someone who haven't prayed for ages... thanks for giving me a friend like her to me... Thanks for haven't leave me even I have done so much wrongly... through her, I clearly see that you are always with me... mmm... in the xmas time... in this special day.... things happen with a reason... in this 2005 my 25th... I know you must prepared so many things for me... good or bad, happy or sadness.... I know you are with me.. ^_^ pray for everyone who haven't got a friend like my Mike to be loved deeply ^_^

MIKE MIKE, I honestly LOVE you!!!~~~ hope you are very well in everything... you have won all of my friends, to be my NO.1!!! hahaha

working on my photos...

I m working on my photos these day... and suddenly sam sent me one that he took on me before... -_- he is being violent...

hope that I can make some good photos and create something with those photos these few days la... really have to concentrate... can't doing this doing that... just nothing will be done!!! .\ /.

Richmoond

Went to richmond yesterday with Tina.... wahwhawah... super cold!!! and she have got cold after that... so guilty lerh... :( mmm so happy to hang out with her lerh haha... remember she said once we come to uk, we should live as a UK mind la ma... can't always thinking to doing the same as hk lo... haha it is the best things I discovered so far... good thinking :) (same as mine) haha.... its not about hk's style not good or what... but the different... we should have experienced it... mmm maybe people thinking differently in other subjects... whats the point to play marjok, singing k all the time in UK?? have you ever felt the different of here and your home town? mmm.... Richmond is a horrible place... honestly it looks really horrible... feeling like something gonna happen... have a look on the first photos la...

A lonly long bench

For bird, for people, for ever???!?!?!

Tina, I took you such cute photos^^ you have to give me a big kiss lerh!!!

What kind of face is this?!

I love this photo... just love it

Su Doku

ha ha... I have start playing Su Doku recently. It is really amazying that I am still playing it... coz the first time I have seen this game... the first thing come on my head is "chi sin, dont know who had invented this kind of game. such a boring game!!" And I thought I mustn't playing it in my life... but since I start playing it.. haha I found myself quite enjoy it ^^... you dont need too many things to play it... only a pen and the question.. and then you can kill so many time... the most important thing is, it seems that your brain have been trained for a while, instead of just playing TV game you would find lost after playing... haha... mmm I m playing a difficult one now... really so difficult !!!! .\ /. but i must finish it!!!! yeah~~~~

had a nice dinner ^^

haha... I have met Tina last Sunday having a long dinner ^^... we have been talking so many things lerh... seems like two "8 por" meeting gum wor... mmmm .\ /. ~~ I think I only like this kind of meeting, talking a lot. rather than a lot of people dont know who to talk to... btw, i found that she is only 21 years old... haha... I didn't know that lerh... btw, I think she is really pretty haha (coz I know she is reading this blog) lalalala~~~

Have been rejected

ooo.... so upset... I thought I would have quite a good chance to get into the company..... but turn out just being rejected with 2 sentense.... "anyway, our position have been engaged....." -_- mmm... it is quite upset, although I didn't really expect too much... hope that they would give me some more feedback.
I found that every time if I have a chance to change my environment, I would be super lazy on my current work... mmm.. It is not a very good habit.... These 2 weeks I have been super lazy in my company... seems like just waiting for the holiday next week.. today, it was really nothing for me to do. I was finding works to do for whole day... ~_~

Recent photos

It have been a long time I haven't put any photos here... probably because of my lazy.... lalala....

here are some photos taken from Bournemouth... althought it was sucha boring place... ve still taken some photos there haha :)

It was a very nice dinner cooked by Jesse.... :)

This is the first time I have seen people paying a cheque for dinner hahha:)

Have bought a funny pan last time... ahha a pan for cooking one egg only

And this is a deodorant I like...

On the way to Burberry's Outlet... I saw this... ^^

Should I go or stay?

Haha it seems to be too early to think about this problem... ahhaa... but if Rice 5 really hire me, should i go back lerh?? will I be comfortable with the speed in HK lerh..?? mmm just finish the design of whole collection on POP and PIXI.. suddenly feel a bit upset if I have to leave the company and not seeing them to release...~~~ But life have to move on, isn't it? As long as I have left something good to the company, I can said to be successd ar ho... ^^.
But Even if Rice5 not hiring me, I have to find another job from next Jan anyway ^^... and apply for MA.... !!!! haha... at least, in the end of 2006 I can tell myself... my 25th is not just pass like this... mmm....just pass.... like my 2005 and 2004... :) I m so excited... can't wait to live in 2006....!!! yeah....