your blog link have been replaced lo~~

ooo... is it a bit upset... haha (maybe not) yup ar... your link have been replaced la... just coz of you never update it.. mmm let me know if you write something on la... i can think about to put it up again gei^_^ yeahey~~~

mike mike babe.... I have added your blog here la... on top tim ar!!! just for myself to click on actually haha...

cut my thumb T_T

I have cut my thumb yesterday.... amazingly, it is not pain at all.... but the blood just like bursting out.... I called Darius and tried to ask him for help getting those first aid stuff... but he obviously felt that i was playing something funny like lip gloss. and suddenly he found that it was blood and the whole office start running around me... finding first aid box, cleaning, calling the hospital... all kinda things... yup Fran has called the hospital that talk to that person for quite a while... and Darius just kept asking her put down the phone... it just bleed a lot but it wasn't that bad actually... I really can't leave this office that early maybe... here, i still can find something insteresting and all of them just soooo good... really have to thanks god who give me all of them.... mmm.... yup... just so great... now my thumb is wrapped like double size lerh.... need to re-wrap it by myself before go out lerh!! seems that it will be disgusting >_<...

do you think you are a bit too cute....?

Sorting some photos today... suddenly see this... :) actually I love that set of photo... I have tried to make it up to a whole book before, but didn't finish it... maybe i have to spend some time on it lerh... :) some time...

desire for a mail

When I was young, every time I pass through the mail box when I came home, I looked at it... every time, through the little hole that covers with glass, I want to see something there. It seems that there must be something mystery... ha ha... I still remember the feeling... when I still hasn’t reached the height of the letter box, I start curious and start thinking about it. I still loved to look inside it when I was tall enough to see what is inside, although it won’t be anything there for me. And then, I grew up a bit, at the age that I start writing letter to others... I desire to have mails everyday. I just willing to get back home earlier then my mother and see a full box of letter. Of cause, I hadn't got the permission to open the box yet... far from that... I still can't understand my mother didn't give me the key... It save their time to get the letter to let me do it.... but sometime, I can have chance to open the box... ha ha... it was the wonderful time for me when mama forgot getting the letter. I would definitely tell her once I got back home and sometime she would let me go down the lobby and take the letters!!! She mustn't know how great it was to me... And now (this is why I am writing all these here…), I found it I still love checking mail… I love seeing unread message in my mail box... I feel disappointed if I can’t find any there… even junk mail, only for me to trash it… just better then nothing to me ^_^ every time I finish some work in office, I check, every time I start my computer at home. If that’s a job called email checker, maybe I would apply it as my life long career~~ yeah~~~ (Tracy: maybe you wont! Kinn: .\ /. )

mmm, it is a little story of mine… maybe someday, it will be one of the scene in my film, “kid desire…”?. Ha ha… maybe I won’t even want to make a film…
btw, my photo blog will be release very soon!!!!! I m looking forward to it, aren't you?? ^_^

Actually I have wrote this blog for 3 times before.. but every time just some error to upload and lost the post finally T_T... ha ha this time okay lo.... lol~~~

Let's have a break

I think, I have to stop reading the "Supernature" for a while.... coz I think I have to keep the inspiration for a bit later... I need to do some creation before continue reading this.... also I really want to start reading the Lullaby from Chuck Palahniuk (the writer of "Fight Club"). I was so looking forward to read it for so long actually.. This is what Kenny introduced, I guess it must be something good... haha... Kenny represents trustablilty lerh haha~~ :)

One more thing... today a new friend of mine suddenly told me he had read my blog... I was quite shocking, also quite happy... it is always a happy things to know someone have read my writing... although I think my writing is pretty shit. haha~~

btw, my photo blog will be released very soon.... I m looking forward to it, don't you?? ^_^ i m happy about my photos a lot more then my writing :)

haha... Ocean Park lerh...~~

Ho la.... go to Ocean Park with you when I back la... lol...
I think I really need to do some more creation recently... can't just stop here and do nothing.... have 3 ideas coming on my brain today and another one from last week... I think I have to do them as a poster or something.... lerh.... and also, want to release my photo blog as well... thinking about how to catagorise my photos.... such a hard work lerh...!!! and also have to print out some of my portfolio prepare for my next job interview lerh..... need a holiday really... to sort out my things.... just bought a new WAD haha.... so happy... and found that my flatmate "Duk Chik" have bought the same one today as well... haha... but anyway... we want to have our own one.

It still there...

I am thinking for a while... you must read it, I knew.... so, should i write this down here?? .. whatever... just wanna say when I talked to you... philleppe was playing the song you use to lum me, which we both think that is not a very good song, sounds very low B, but it do work, it do lum ga wor....... 大雄.... haha... such a sarcasm. sounds like a novel.... and I was answering your problem about your bf... haha.... honestly, it is hard to me... but I wanted to talk to you.... mmmm maybe when the relationship become clear... we can talk more normal.... mmm... maybe not.... I dont know what I m talking again... ~~

Chaos

These 2 days, I m living in chaos...

I guess I looked okay... coz no one notice i m not alright... Actually I don't really know what i am doing,... seems like my soul have left my body going somewhere else... poor my body is just working hard to keep doing what I used to do, what i have to do. I have talked to some friends or mine... everyone think... just let him go.. what can you do... I shouldn't even have any hard feeling. But fuck that should or shouldn't... I just have feeling, I just upset.... I hate it happen... I just can't put it down. yup... I had it coming... what can I say, it's all my fault...... but maybe thats why I m confused.... I don't know what to do... what should i do... what can I do... somehow I have forseen this....

I am not thinking of you more than normal, but normally, when I think of you, I just smile to myself, and life goes on. But now I just can't.... suddenly seems that thinking about you more then anything... didn't I say you are handsome? I thought i did... maybe I just never say it to you, but do you know how many times i did in my brain, how many times i did to my friends... but whatever... everything have a date... an expire date... is this song again... I really can't remember too many song...

就這麼　匆促的
來不及　相信　包裝的說明
就這麼　忽略了
錯過了　應該　服用的日期

就這麼　冷靜的
清楚的　放棄　製造的產品
就這麼　脆弱的
標示著　兩年　一切的真空

＊就這麼過期　我們的愛情
　就慢慢死去　我們的愛情
　地老天荒　是塑膠袋的壽命
　唯一過期的是愛情＊

就這麼　慢慢的
一點點　消失　永恆的可能性
就這麼　坦然的
勇敢的　承認　遺忘的本能

REPEAT＊

唯一過期的是愛情　愛情
就這麼過期　我們的愛情...

there are too many voice talking in my brain... "you should give he a blessing and stop talking"..., "you should go back to the place belongs to yourself...", "you should wait for a chance and fight it back", "you wont be accepted again, dead your heart la... how you treat on him, do you still remember?" , " what you expect ar... his is having his new life lerh", "he've been waiting for such a long time... you just had it coming....", " no one would 可憐你 ga la"..., "even you go back, you can't make him happy", "friend la, friend ho ar... can last for longer", " you cannot make yourself to be what he want ga la....forget it la...." lalalla...~~~~ whawhahwhahw..... ahhahahahaha..... chi sin... what I am saying....

maybe if you read this.... you would laugh on me... you would think, chi sin... it is not hard time lerh... babe..

life should go on, that's what I have said.... haha.... I m happy that you said it back to me... but as i said... I still think it is not the end of the story... just need some time... we are not 2 parallel lines... we are not straight lines either... must be in some point.... cross each other....

or maybe you dont even want to read what I write again... I m such a un-honest guy... or.... jsut let me giving some shit talk here la... in Chaos ma... no one can help... no one can understand... no one... just myself...

Supernautre?

Suddenly remember the last album I've bought called Supernature as well.... oooo..... how funny.... dont know if Goldfrapp read that book or not? :)

A book inspired me

Recently, I m reading a book, called ”Supernature” by Lyall Watson. It is a really really amazing book! It amazes me, more or less because I didn’t expect it is a book just simply about biology. Somehow, if you have time, read something totally different from your field, you may get some great inspiration. Its like, every single page here can be a new topic on my next creation.

Actually, I heard this book from another book about Flash. That was a very good book as well, which Eiji lent me months ago. It not only includes a lot of Flash knowledge, from very basic positioning, to some sophisticated programming, but also contains some good thinking about design… And a very important contribution is they introduced me this book!! Haha… I hadn’t got any idea about what is this book about, thinking it may have some nice drawings, funny imagination of supernature in the writer’s mind… something like that… Since I bought this book from Internet… I had never seen the book anywhere. When I got the book by post, I was a bit upset because there is no any single drawings or photos or even a diagram. It was first published in 1973 and the price they sold is 50p (about HK$7). Haha…. But surely I have started reading it anyway. And totally get that why it is recommended.

I am just reading the first chapter (it is about some factors make the world in order, e.g. the sun, the moon, etc.) It bring me a lot of thinking, really… Why we exist? I was thinking maybe we are one of the experiments of something else as well... Just don’t get a wrong idea from me, it is just what it inspired me but not the book about~~ it is why inspiration so important to us, isn’t it?

At the beginning of the book, it says all human being, have the ability to selectively receive and ignore information from the surrounding. Even when you are sleeping, your brain would have a stronger response to people call your name then any other names. It can be easily control by your conscious (it happen when your mother ask you to do something else when you are chatting with your friend on internet), but actually it is control by your sub-conscious. It is quite a good reference when you don’t want to listen to someone but concentrate on your own thing.

Here is one of the experiments in the book a scientist has done which may interest you.
It is an experiment on cockroaches about the influence from the earth to their circadian rhythm. (I was surprised why people can spend such a long time, do something moliu like this. Maybe it does help a lot in our real life, who knows? I think, it is exactly what we need to learn from the western.)

I guess, everything can be related to our creation, with our imagination! Lets have a look on it if you have time. Or anything you never think you would interest in… it may bring you something incredible. (Maybe you would never have spare time, but I think you shouldn’t avoid doing something seems to be useless).

Always on Sunday

Actually I wanted to write down something about the book I start reading this week but suddenly I read the news, the column I was always waiting to read. I really want you to have a look as well...

Basically I read HK news (apple news) everyday, but especially on Sunday, I wont miss any single time. There is one column I love to read (they are not writing every Sunday, probably once a month, quite irregular indeed) ... It just always inspire my thinking a lot... About the culture, the relationship between people, about the life... It’s about the art of living..... It is so deep.... The column is the letters between a very famous Taiwanese writer (龍 應 台) and her son.. How romantic... Maybe I shouldn’t use romantic to describe the letter between mother and son... But I just don’t know what I should use... For me, that is romantic... Isn’t it the son of the writer must be able to write? Or they’ve got the gene of the thinkers? Have a look it is great! But what a shame, it seems that I am still a fucking busy HKnese even I m living here for 3 years.... not even a time for enjoying a movie... Actually I have been doing nothing seating in the coffee shop for nothing... no meeting, no rushing when I was studying, but after start working, all of these seems too expensive to me....~~~ maybe if I get a job I really love... and I wont spend time on other works... it will happen again.... :) hope so...~~~

Apple daily maybe you can open this link
http://appledaily.atnext.com/template/apple/art_main.cfm?sec_id=4104&showdate=20051016&art_id=5314525
Otherwise just read the Sunday apple news “always on Sunday” hope that it would inspire you as well.... :)

Actually, this is not the first time I talk about them here.... I really want to write a email to them, give them a big thanks :) haha... maybe someday....

my wall

It looks a bit messy on my wall... haha.... But I am thinking to put even more and more photos on the wall to make it very very busy. lets wait and see what will happen when i do more on it :):):) maybe it is about the matter of colour... lets think think sin....~~~