want to post a song

Suddenly, I want to post a song which i really love... but just before I post, I found that I dont even know what does the name of the song mean... what a shame....

開到荼蘼,

what does it mean?? what does it mean... I think i shouldnt just simply post the lyris up before I know whats going on..... I tried to search on the internet to see if I find anything about this,.,. and i found a friction in this name... wrote by 亦舒 haha maybe I have to read it through before I do anything further.

a....... in the mean time, I found another short one. It talk about 開到荼蘼 as well.... wrote by anonymous...

荼蘼是花季最後盛放的花，開到荼蘼花事了，只剩下開在遺忘前生的彼岸的花。
所以有人說，花兒的翅膀，要到了死亡，才懂得飛翔。無愛無恨的土壤，才會再萌芽開花。

That's a prologue of a stroy.... (http://big5.xinhuanet.com/gate/big5/news.xinhuanet.com/school/2003-02/17/content_726179.htm)

Althought, I think I would never understand what she feel and I can't accept what she believe about "LOVE is something which people can only experence once in a life....) She think, once you found the real love, thats the only one. And if it is not the final one. All she meet afterwards would be just.... not really love. She face that siutation... and so that she felt 開在彼岸的花，只能想，只能遠遠地看。 此生情事，已開到荼蘼。.... believe me, its not the end of the story!
mmm whatever she think, I get the meaning finally :) thx I can post it now lo...~~~

每隻螞蟻 都有眼睛鼻子它美不美麗

偏差有沒有一毫釐有何關係

每一個人 傷心了就哭泣餓了就要吃

相差大不過天地有何刺激

有太多太多魔力太少道理

太多太多遊戲只是為了好奇

還有什麼值得歇斯底里

對什麼東西 死心塌地

一個一個偶像 都不外如此

沉迷過的偶像 一個個消失

誰曾傷天害理誰又是上帝

我們在等待 什麼奇跡

最後剩下自己 捨不得挑剔

最後對著自己也不大看得起

誰給我全世界 我都會懷疑

心花怒放 卻開到茶麼

一個一個一個人 誰比誰美麗

一個一個一個人 誰比誰甜蜜

一個一個一個人 誰比誰容易

又有什麼了不起

每隻螞蟻 和誰擦身而過 都那麼整齊

有何關係每一個人

碰見所愛的人 卻心有餘悸

mmmm..... are they talking the same thing? sound a bit different.... maybe just different things causing the same feeling.

Why I wrote that much today... haha coz today is a day off!!!!~~~~ yeah yeah yeah let's celerbrate....